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A pinch and a punch
Dec. 1st, 2009 10:15 pmI hate December.
For a while now, for a long time I've been thinking "hey, it's just because it's Dec 1st, it's World Aids Day, they built it in; get through it, you'll get over it," but actually no. I realise suddenly, what it is, I just hate December.
All that weight of the year gone by pressing against your back, all the fear and failure, and no time left now to do anything to set against it: that's what I hate.
Still'n'all. Soon enough December morphs into Christmas, and that's okay. I kinda like Christmas, it's all about food and alcohol. I can do that.
For a while now, for a long time I've been thinking "hey, it's just because it's Dec 1st, it's World Aids Day, they built it in; get through it, you'll get over it," but actually no. I realise suddenly, what it is, I just hate December.
All that weight of the year gone by pressing against your back, all the fear and failure, and no time left now to do anything to set against it: that's what I hate.
Still'n'all. Soon enough December morphs into Christmas, and that's okay. I kinda like Christmas, it's all about food and alcohol. I can do that.