So I come into the library this morning, all abuzz to finish chapter two; and I head to my favourite little quartet of tables - and they are not there. They are gone. Emptiness abides.
I have fines to pay, so I go to make enquiries; and this is a permanent change. Paperback racks will be occupying my space, to promote flexibility elsewhere.
I am idiotically distressed. There are many tables all through the library, but that was the corner that I liked: the lighting was right, the chairs were right. Nothing else is any good.
So: virtue, meet necessity. I need to find another venue. Our regular coffeeshop kinda works, but I really want the window seat and that's seldom available. How did I ever learn to be so fussy...? (Actually, I know the answer to that: the Lit & Phil taught me. It was my perfect space.* Nothing else will ever measure up.)
*So long as I could get my own table, obviously. And nobody spoke in the Silence Room. And, and, and...
I have fines to pay, so I go to make enquiries; and this is a permanent change. Paperback racks will be occupying my space, to promote flexibility elsewhere.
I am idiotically distressed. There are many tables all through the library, but that was the corner that I liked: the lighting was right, the chairs were right. Nothing else is any good.
So: virtue, meet necessity. I need to find another venue. Our regular coffeeshop kinda works, but I really want the window seat and that's seldom available. How did I ever learn to be so fussy...? (Actually, I know the answer to that: the Lit & Phil taught me. It was my perfect space.* Nothing else will ever measure up.)
*So long as I could get my own table, obviously. And nobody spoke in the Silence Room. And, and, and...
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Date: 2015-08-25 06:26 pm (UTC)Are you in distance to any colleges or universitites? Sometimes they let community members use their libraries, perhaps for an annual fee.