Grr. Started the working day by deleting half of yesterday. I hate doing that. When a book's finished, I love to cut, because that always feels like progress; but at this stage, when all I want to do is get to the end, it's .. what's the opposite of progress, in this context? "Regress" doesn't feel right...
Anyway: I gazed upon my work and saw that it was crap, and so deleted it. And then wrote one new page and drank coffee and went to the Lit & Phil, for the first time this week - and they had taken all the tables out of the Silence Room! Presumably for some special meeting or other, to the Greater Inconvenience of Members, particularly me. I ended up scrunched in a corner with a feeble excuse for a coffee-table, and was not happy.
Wrote a couple of pages none the less, and then made my way home thorough shops thorough rain, over slush over ice. None of it was nice, except the shopping.
Soup now. Soup and a sammich, because I can. Because I am still losing weight, tho' not noticeably eating any less. Odd.
Anyway: I gazed upon my work and saw that it was crap, and so deleted it. And then wrote one new page and drank coffee and went to the Lit & Phil, for the first time this week - and they had taken all the tables out of the Silence Room! Presumably for some special meeting or other, to the Greater Inconvenience of Members, particularly me. I ended up scrunched in a corner with a feeble excuse for a coffee-table, and was not happy.
Wrote a couple of pages none the less, and then made my way home thorough shops thorough rain, over slush over ice. None of it was nice, except the shopping.
Soup now. Soup and a sammich, because I can. Because I am still losing weight, tho' not noticeably eating any less. Odd.
Some special meeting or other...
Date: 2008-12-05 02:35 pm (UTC)Re: Some special meeting or other...
Date: 2008-12-05 02:37 pm (UTC)Re: Some special meeting or other...
Date: 2008-12-05 03:12 pm (UTC)There was a lot of Jovial Converse in the big meeting-room downstairs; I suspect all the tables went in there. In which case I am hoping to find them back again by tomorrow morning, or - well. Shoutings.
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Date: 2008-12-05 03:15 pm (UTC)Weight loss like that is a bit worrying. Have you made enquiries about this with your GP?
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Date: 2008-12-05 03:23 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-12-05 06:43 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-12-05 04:03 pm (UTC)She says this to me when I'm at the penultimate-chapter-totally-losing-confidence-in-the-opus stage. I find it helps.