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Apr. 10th, 2009 10:36 amAll week, I have been in this really bleak, bitter, despairing mood.
There are reasons and causes for it, obviously; but also, all week I have been utterly immersed in Jo Walton's "Small Change" trilogy. Which is brilliant; and which leaves me feeling, um, yes. Bleak, bitter and despairing.
Damn this literature stuff, anyway...
There are reasons and causes for it, obviously; but also, all week I have been utterly immersed in Jo Walton's "Small Change" trilogy. Which is brilliant; and which leaves me feeling, um, yes. Bleak, bitter and despairing.
Damn this literature stuff, anyway...
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Date: 2009-04-10 09:44 am (UTC)Can't live with it, can't live without it.
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Date: 2009-04-10 01:41 pm (UTC)I did the best I could to give it as happy an ending as I could. I didn't do what Z suggested and have aliens arrive and nuke them from orbit!
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Date: 2009-04-10 01:48 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-10 03:41 pm (UTC)I love the Small Change books, though.
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Date: 2009-04-11 02:13 pm (UTC)I guess it's natural insecurity, which in terms makes us strive to be better. Plus you have had quite the experience with the pub bizz, you oughta know you will make it through.
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Date: 2009-04-13 01:29 pm (UTC)I agree with
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Date: 2009-04-13 01:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-13 04:42 pm (UTC)No, seriously: at the time I hadn't quite got to the end. And yes, clearly, that is an optimistic ending, and I was grateful for it; and I wasn't really grumbling, because the achievement en route is magnificent. I'm wondering, just: does that kind of immersive experience spill back out of literature to affect one's mood in the real world? I might've just been dead gloomy anyway, but...
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Date: 2009-04-13 08:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-13 09:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-17 09:14 am (UTC)