I am not mad, but I could learn to be

[desperance]

It is famously a sign of madness, to keep doing the same thing over and over in hopes of a different outcome. This is known. I know this.

And yet I keep looking for that verdammte pudding-basin. In the same places where I have looked before, because there is nowhere else that it could be.

Aaargh. Somebody put me out of all your miseries...