Convalescence? It's like adolescence: painful, and slow

[desperance]

I hope we all learned something today.

For me, I have learned this: that damage recovery takes longer than I'm ready for. If I had put in this much keyboard-time a month ago, I'd have had two thousand words or more behind me by now, and I'd be happy and charging forward.

Today? I don't believe I've achieved half that. And I am sullen, because almost all of me believes that I should have done; and I am still dragging myself onward, and it's all grim and lightless and without tone or form.

Also, if I were to believe anything my hand tells me today, I would believe that it's gone backwards. Today I cannot reach into my pocket without yelling. And the idiot cat has attempted his favourite idiot leap to the top of a bookcase that is already piled high with boxes; he does this regularly, with always the same result, that all those boxes come tumbling down alongside of him, and then he has to run away while I shout and put all the boxes back. And this time he pulled a boxful of paperclips off a shelf as he fell, and they are now glitteringly strewn all over the floor, and something else I cannot do is reach down to pick up paperclips. I could get down on my knees and scrabble, I suppose, but - well. Tomorrow.

Comments

[badbookworm.livejournal.com]

Everybody DOES have fridge magnets. Weird.

[pennski.livejournal.com]

Sadly we have the wrong type of fridge, so all our fridge magnets end up as washing machine magnets, which aren't nearly as much fun.

[badbookworm.livejournal.com]

Yes, but you still have them. It must be some kind of fundamental human drive!

[pennski.livejournal.com]

Ah but ours were bought for us - which I think is perhaps the even more fundamental drive!

[badbookworm.livejournal.com]

Do they have pithy sayings on them, that aren't as funny as they initially appear to be?

[pennski.livejournal.com]

Mostly they are momentos of shows we were in - with pithy sayings that are only funny if you were in the show.